A Disturbance in the Psyche

There is a disturbance in the psyche that is the outcome of a mind that is aware in the absolute moment. When a person realizes the true self, then one is aware of the conflict that is the norm of thoughts projection. To be aware is to disturb the status-quo. It is the action of realization that sees the truth of the moment and the conflict and contradiction of a life lived in the duality of a conditioned consciousness. It is to see a consciousness that is caught in the repetition of programed emotions and feelings of frustration, envy, inadequacy, pride and all the rest of it. So how does such a disturbance come about? Does one meditate on the "subject"? Is there some method that allows one to see or realize?

What do we mean by a disturbance? When you are aware in the moment, without that awareness being the result of the self that is seeking something, then there is a quality to the conscious mind that allows the non-dual to displace. What is displaced is the mind that is consciously measuring, comparing and concluding. Ones consciousness is free of its conditioned selfhood. When there is no me or I then there is the possibility of an intelligence that transcends individuality and the logic of a self that is seeking its projected reality in what is. It is as if one sees for the first time without the interference of thought and its knowledge or knowing. It is seeing the raw unadulterated fact of the absolute moment and realizing the immensity of an unknown that is unrelated and without measure. So it is a disturbance that is the impetuous for the absence of defined causation. It is the outcome but not the result of freedom that has no origin or relationship to the ideal of cause and effect. "Buddhist" normally think in terms of a cause and effect relationship, which is the cornerstone for a belief in reincarnation. But if you read and understand Buddha carefully and attentively with a consciousness that is free of the minds projection, then you will realize that their can be no belief or non-belief, only the truth of the moment. There is in reality nothing to be reincarnated. Only a mind that lives in the illusion of a separate selfhood can image belief. Belief that is the projection of the desired or undesired.

Disturbance is the beginning of realization and seeing in the moment, that which is an intelligence not born out of knowledge, but the outcome of the intuit of the unknown. It is well if the mind is disturbed about its own content for that is the beginning of understanding that is not a continuity of what has been. Disturbance brings about the new and never before, its realization and its truth.